Rich Furman, Steve Potter, Joanne Merriam, Janice Lee, Pat Daneman |
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Liftoff After
Dean Young The small-plot kale farmer grain elevator operator, sprawled upon the oleaginous,
plastic bar his
wife, stroking his boss in the
back of their Aerostar minivan is not blurry enough in
the square photo pulsating between his fingers, and the hundred pounds
monogramming his middle not made from organic
red-leaf lettuce. He cries on Mondays and
Saturdays and on Tuesdays and Sundays? He practices licking the
tailpipe of the van. Dean Young you taught us that the world is goofy and terrible, and we believed you but this man here,
drunk on Jim Beam and
forlorn mumbles, why do we spend
so much on saving the whales when people are
dying. Oh Dean, today you are only 60%
sage your body split just off center gum torn in two by a generous six year old
girl, or those Iranian Siamese
twins separated
by surgeons, they bled like beets on
a Caucasian counter-top. They are dead. The farmhand stutters, the wind, the
stillness of death, the sicknesses
of the soul. And what of my mouth that useless drunkard
fly drowning in molasses crooked and silent,
or my ears like petty
thieves in French films, my words are turncoats rotting arugula, my love a wrought-ironed
gate with spikes. And July? My ready on the launch-pad pogo-stick between
my legs. My hands find the knobs
of his disconsolate, baffled shoulder.
Beat The ability to imagine is the first key the second key
the third key the last key to see that there is something a little crooked in the line that is not straight and weighed down
on one side or the other, the scale slightly tipped or more than slightly tipped and every scale is like this every page of
leafy rhythm that has now broken synchronous beat beat and one more beat and imagine now the man and woman and the tree and
the snake and imagine now the man with the tie and the flag and missile and imagine now the man with the oversized penis because
size does matter and imagine now the girl who is now whole not just a half or two slits but a whole and imagine that little
girl fall into sleep and then wake to find a giant tree in the doorway because she has fallen, no she has crashed head on
with a tree and she has been detoured from every other path and every possible one and now directed into side streets where
even ghosts are phantom and she can only navigate through bruises that are only soft spots on the apple the apple the apple,
and what if all the people were still naked would the shock of bare flesh be as much as a paper cut and would they be born
again or would they find leaves to cover and cover and cover up as much as they could cover up, because words are never enough
and are simple enough sometimes to shed off simply like dandruff on a shoulder and are complicated sometimes that they glow
like ripe oranges in a pair of hands but their hands are dirty and dirty and from raking all the dead leaves and the black
suits and the white lab coats come always to try and chop down that tree but there are thick thick roots. there are the birds
who swoop down gracefully and then invade the branches of the red trees who are trees but now are red trees. angry mouths.
flat photos. action. white flash. dead time. map. highway turning. shore patrol. and that useless row of teeth.
Fog, Crescent Lake Here he is in a public place, Tuesday morning turning into afternoon. Lucky that the waitress doesn’t
care how much coffee he drinks waiting for this fog to burn away. Yes, he needs some more cream. Yes, the fog
today is something else. Watch this cup of coffee cool. Follow the shadow of thumb, nose—flock of woodpeckers, blue crests
like bonnets. What is that pounding? Are the dwarves running loose again or is it inside me? Here in the mountains fog can linger like gossip. It leaves a rich taste in your mouth, buttons itself
over your brain, keeps you cozy inside your own head. Trust That morning I had information that she did not have. No big deal for her, it had always been that
way between us and we’d made it work. She was happy but not especially surprised when I opened the refrigerator and
spread food across the floor, a banquet—chicken left from last week’s barbecue, cheese (this was where I hid the
pill), dish of mushroom marinara, bean burrito. I took her outside into the grass, farther than she had walked in
many weeks. I combed the snags out of her fur. She rolled onto her back to make me scratch her belly. By the time the vet
arrived she was asleep. She shuddered when the needle touched her. And she fought for that last breath. Fought hard.
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